PICISAN HATI

dinihari yang menyingsing senja,
aku ternanti kepulangannya,
meniti masa perjalanan,
meniti saat pertemuan,

malam memanggil tiba,
aku menanti saatnya perancangan,
namun apakan daya,
aku hanyalah sang primadona,
yang harus mengikut kemahuan tuannya.

hati merintih hati meronta
hati terpalit rasa yang lara,
belum bersediakah aku,
menjadi seorang patuh jiwanya.

aku hanya ingin dilihat terbaik,
menjaga dan memimpin hati,
namun aku hanyalah primadona lara,
tiada beremas tiada berintan.

bahu kiri menimang saat lahirnya ku kedunia,
bahu kanan mendukungku dengan setia,
apabila timbangan kanan melebihi kiri,
apabila kiri mengharapkan lebih.....

aku terperangkap dalam jerangkap,
untuk mengimbangi bahuku sendiri,
apakah aku yang belum tersedar,
atau hanya sekadar menguji...

harapanku kanan bersatu kiri,
agar aku bisa mengimbangi,
membina kehidupan abadi,
yang sejahtera dan harmoni..

hidup jangan bertuankan ego,
ego jangat bertuankan syaitan,
silaturrahim sebagai peneguh,
bahagia hidup mati didoakan.........

KAU ELHAMKU....

salams....Elham will be 2 months old in another 8 days..huhu...its a precious moment being a mother kan...only now i know...looking at his growth and development making me more n more excited...now he knows how to smile, laugh n began to play with his tounge...trying to talk..respond to his baby coat musical toys, n the most advanced progress was he can prone and lift his head....huhu...so cutee.....

 gelak tgk cite csi....

 talking to abah....

excited watching tv...

PARENTING

" A rule that can be learn about parenting is that whatever u put in, u'll get back 500 times over. The sacrifice u make when your baby is very young will be replaced by more and more pleasures. One of the greatest reward is to watch your baby develop and change from being a dependent and demanding person into a charming and thoughtful companion, an entertaining friend, and a good pal....."

continue testing....

salam ollss....in the last post i havent finish my post rite...so now..i wanna share my experience giving a birth to my cute little baby boy...i was in pain contraction for about almost 24 hours and had a minor complication after birth but looking at my baby, husband n mom's faces gives me a strength to fight it back..but alhamdulillah..i recovered fast after the labour..i'm lucky to have my mom in the labor room accompany and share the pain wif me...my husband only be called rite before the delivery...biasela..government hospital..they will only call the husband during the delivery....and alhamdulillah my  baby boy..Engku Elham bin Engku Ezudin meet the world on 27 Januari 2013 at 12.40 am...looking at his face and heard his cyring i almost forgot that im pain that time....huhuhu.....now i know how is the feel being a mother.....Syukran Allah....

Elham with his nenek.....a few hours after birth....salam world...:)